i am sooo mad. and what a surprise.. it's because of fucking guys. the first guy that's responsible for my anger is my father. he basically said i can't go to vegas. WELL FUCK YOU BUDDY. lol i know i must sound like spoiled brat getting mad just because i can't go to vegas but it's not just that. one of these days i will tell him what i think of him. bastard


the second guy is no fucking big surprise. it's the boyfriend. he called me last night telling me that he misses me. i told him to call me tomorrow (today) and did he? hell no he didn't. i was furious today because the first guy pissed me off so i thought i'd go there for comfort or something..... to get away. i seriously was going insane. i called a million times and i'm not joking. i left a message saying it's kinda like an emergency.. i'd like him to call me back. has he called me back? haha this answer ain't hard. come on.. say it with me. HELL MOTHER FUCKING NO HE DIDN'T! *sigh* what the fuck is that?


it's fucking wednesday. i know what he's doing then. he's working out with that fucking bitch. or he's out somewhere and didn't bring his phone. shit, i'm sorry i'm a fucking drag that you don't want to fucking talk to me. oh my god. AAAAAAAARRRRRRRRGHHHHHHHH


please please get me away from this place...