man i'm sick. just when i thought i was getting over it... i dunno. either it's a whole new sickness...? i don't know what's going on. add my period into the mix. i am not happy.

i told my bf that i probably won't go see him tomorrow and he gets all pissy. hello? i have my rag and a fever? i am quite sure you do not want to see me. shit, i don't want to see anyone either.

omfg i'm in pain. i need some nyquil but i don't have any. i don't have money to buy some. arrgh

my freaking laptop is making some whiny sound that's getting on my nerves.

i'm so sad. i saw a job posted at the hospital and when i went back to apply for it, it was gone. DAMN IT! it was perfect for me! NOOOOOOO! so now i have to wait for another opening in that department. darnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn. i was gonna apply for another job that was m-f 8a-1pm but then i'm thinking about keeping my wednesday morning class. it starts this week. after i heard about the probability of tuition raise (AGAIN!) i thought i should just get the damn class over with now... while it's still just $18/unit. fuck ARNOLD! stupid mofo.

my throat fucking kills. i want to cut it out. of course then i'll be dead. *doh*

i dropped my monday class. yeah fuck it. but i swear, i gotta stop doing that shit. i wanna finish all my schooling by the time i reach 30 dang it. i need to have a kid by then if i decide to have one. blah.

friendster is addicting. i don't go on there much. but when i do, i spend what it seems like hours looking at ppl. weeeird seeing ppl that you haven't seen since they were like 3 years old! wow.

i need to start exercising. as soon as i get rid of this god damn sore throat. i need to be healthy. i don't want diabetes dang it. i'll shoot myself. fo serious.