hmm.... i notice he doesn't call me anymore. he's supposed to pretend he has summer school and usually he calls me at least once a day or something. you know what? i haven't talked to him in awhile. okay, so now it's no sex... no calls... and probably no seeing. i'm definately not seeing him this week. i need to take care of my car's maintenance.. and besides, i have no gas and no money. if i see him, it'll have to wait til next week. i don't even know about then. our two and a half year anniversary is on the fourth. we usually see each other that day...


i dunno.. i can't help but feel neglected or something.