maybe i should convince my mom to go to indo. at least i can be miserable over there without having to hide it from people here. because over there they can think i'm miserable from mosquitos, humidity, or being homesick. i want to be gone for a month. i don't want this bullshit life. i want to have another for a little while.

he can be insensitive at times. but i guess that's most guys, right? tell me to cancel my phone and take yours? why don't i get a job and pay for it?

he promised me a massage for braiding his fuckin hair. i spent 4 hours doing that shit and my back killed. did i ever get that massage? no
he wants a bj? he thinks foreplay is giving me a little kiss. give me a break.