he finally called me today. whoah. but it was just for 4 minutes. i think he just called so he can have someone to talk to til his best friend called him. ;lfjksaDJAdf i'm so frustrated with this stupid relationship. sometimes i think i'm just being unfair and that i'm not seeing everything clearly. but i mean.. how hard can it be to just tell me how he feels. or ask me how i'm doing.. how i'm feeling. i don't even think he thinks about me anymore. it's so sad. first i feel invisible in this house. now he's making me feel invisible too.