it's been awhile since i've posted here. well, it's *always* been awhile hahaha anyway...

yesterday i received the titanium rings. i had sent them in last week to remake and now it fits beautifully. i had to send in bf's also cuz his was too big too. how did we pay for it? i activated my credit card and just charged it. yup, so now my balance is back in the 900s. damn it. oh well, when bf gets his settlement check from the accident stuff... hopefully he'll pay off my credit card... or at least half hehehe

i drive way too much now. i drive about 400 miles a week now. i'd like to drop my monday night class so i can have a day off but then i won't be a full time student. which in turn means i won't have insurance. my mother would be so mad at me. *sigh*

i should be able to update more often since i have a laptop now. it came with a price. my dad said he'd buy it if we agreed to go to their church once a month. well you know what, i'm not gonna go. if they take the laptop away... oh well! that is how much i hate that church. i swore i would never set foot in there again... for actual church time. if it's some christmas program i'd probably go but not for church. fuck no.

my nails are getting pretty long. i need to clip them. my hair is getting way too long. it's at about my waist. i said i've always wanted to grow my hair long... i hate it. it's too long. it makes me look shorter and fatter somehow. that's so weird cuz i thought short hair did that to me. my hair seems to look best at medium length. i want to cut it but i'm terrified of getting my hair cut. i need to get over my stupid fears. blah.