i am so broke. i have one dollar in my checking account. i'm used to it though, seeing as i don't even have a job!

school starts in a week. i thought i had TWO weeks but i was wrong! i'm not ready to start school... but i can't wait to go. is that weird? i hate being in this house... but i don't want to go out. whatever.

bf is pissing me off. he talks to my friends more than i do. so what if it's just aim. they still exchange words. they talked about working out. since he had that accident, he can't workout. so i think he got extra pissy about talking about working out... and me not working out even though i am ablebodied. and then he started harping on my smoking. i'll smoke if i want to. he even told me that he wouldn't marry me if i smoke. i got him moded because we weren't planning on marrying anyway. i thought we didn't need to be married.