i'm always thinking i'd update this blog more often but then i'll forget all about it. oh well, it doesn't matter.

i hate it when people leave. there's a big empty hole in my heart. my cousin and her parents and baby sister have lived with us since we went to hawaii. that's like 3 months or something, i dunno. i've become so used to my little cousin being here asking me to play with her all the time. they left to go back to the other side of the fucking world where she will forget all about me and my siblings and other cousins. it's really sad.

oh well, brother got his room back finally. in case you haven't figured it out, they lived in his room while they were here.

so anyways. school so far has been ok. i'm not exactly FAILING anything. just not exactly passing either. well, i'm actually passing one class that i'm really surprised about. the other i need to work on and i think i can pull it up to a higher c and pass that fucking class. yes!

and now for bf news. his bday is coming up in a couple days. he's been pretty enraged lately... now that i think of it, he has mood swings. he drives me nuts sometimes.

and it's been a month since i've had sex. it's just really hard when we're barely alone anymore! i've gotta arrange some just us time. we don't have money so when we have our alone time, we usually hang around the house. i can't really stand being in that house when a certain person is there... and i can't really stand being anywhere for tooooo long except for maybe my house hehe. so yeah, i like alone time with him if we gots a couple places to go then have the just us time all night LOL whatever i'm lame.

anyway, i'm freaking tired. good night.