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dammit. he wants me to come over today. his homeboy & gf want to take pics and do something today and well he told them okay but he told me that he doesn't want to take pics. i think they said they wanted to go to disneyland or something too... err i don't think me or him can afford it. i don't think we can even afford parking =P

besides, i'm so tired of going there. i go there three times a week already. ARGH! it's not fair to me... i hate driving. and half of the time i'm driving there or from there.. i'm stuck in traffic. i HATE traffic!

i'm tired too. i haven't been sleeping well. i use weekends to sleep in and catch up in class readings. and that's what i want to do. but no, if i tell hm that, he'll just tell me it's okay in that tone that sets off a guilt trip. fuck.
i don't know why he wants me over there. he just sleeps all day and all night. and that's not an exaggeration. ( i know i misspelled that huh) when i question why he sleeps so much he tells me he's tired and i don't understand. fuck yeah i don't understand. what the fuck does he do that gets him so tired besides working out. he doesn't work. and i don't see him actively looking for work. yet he sits there and complains his ass off.

oh we were watching crossing over and i totally think john edward (i think that's his name) is a good medium. and i totally think that stuff is possible and stuff. and here he goes... that's fake. he's not good. dumb. you can't do that. etc.... shit. i thought he was open minded. i guess all this time i was talking about that crap.. he wasn't listening.. or didn't care... didn't think i was serious... maybe thinks i'm crazy. =/
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but ANYWAYS... school has been cool. i think i'm doing okay so far. i just need to start studying a little more.

my dad's being good also...