*awhile ago like a couple weeks ago*
i said.. i wish you'd try to seduce me and stuff... not just dive into sex.. you barely do the kissing thing anymore
him... well if you lost weight... i'd do it 10 times more

in my head since then...
10 times more... 10 times more... 10 times more... 10 times more... 10 times more... 10 times more... 10 times more... 10 times more... 10 times more... 10 times more... 10 times more... 10 times more... 10 times more... 10 times more... 10 times more... 10 times more... 10 times more... 10 times more... 10 times more... 10 times more... 10 times more... 10 times more... 10 times more... 10 times more... 10 times more... 10 times more... 10 times more... 10 times more... 10 times more... 10 times more... 10 times more... 10 times more... 10 times more... 10 times more... 10 times more... 10 times more...

he says he didn't mean it to come out like that... how else was i supposed to take it?
FUCK YOU!! fuck you for making me cry. fuck you for being so insensitive. fuck you for not understanding me. look at what you've made me do. you say just forget you ever said that. FUCK THAT! how can anyone ever forget words like that???