i feel like i don't belong anywhere.

i cant stop crying. it upsets him. i dont know whats wrong with me.

i thought he'd be different. he doesn't help me clear the room. i'm so frustrated.

i'm a sucky blogger! lol

so everything i had to look forward to this year, has already happened. such as, my cousin's wedding, sister's hs graduation, and DISNEYLAND!! i have nothing else to look forward to lol jk

so i heard the hiring freeze has been lifted, but i haven't gotten any calls yet. i'm supposed to call anyway because of my name change, but i forget to, and i'm too scared to call. i kind of don't want to work because i totally forgot everything about being a freaking psych tech. at this point, i just want to go back to school. i'm thinking about going to some private place that costs an arm, a leg and the rest of my body lol i just want to finish that shit up. the sooner, the better... so we can get our own place and start making babies hahahahaha

i hope my mom fixes my car soon... but my bros say the way my dad is acting, he seems like he wants to keep the car for himself. why? he has his own and he drives my sister's car... why does he want mine??

my luck is supposed to change this month, but nothing is happening yet. ohh, maybe i should buy some lotto tickets LOL wouldn't that be so crazy if i won? a girl can dream....