i don't know what's wrong with me but i feel really angry at everything.

you can call me ms. furious.

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so far this month:

_i finally got my period after not getting it for a really long time.

_got a flat tire on the freeway but didn't know til i got off the freeway. then proceeded to drive home (56 miles on the freeway) on a spare.

_sister broke my retainer. my teeth are already moving. stupid cuz i've had my braces off 6 years and wore my retainer pretty regularly but my teeth still move.

_a store tried changing my tire and broke the bolt thing on my wheel. stupid fucks.

_no more health insurance.

_found TWO gray hairs. yikes.

in one week, i will be 25.

i am the word's biggest loser. i will be turning 25 in two weeks. i have nothing to show for it. i'm still not done with school. i have no job either. still living with parentals and still a waste of space.

what am i doing here?

my parents are freaking crazy. they bought a new house in a nearby city. it costs about $858,000!!! mother is banking on me finishing school in 3 years and helping to pay for the house. yikes! when and how am i gonna move out? craziness. well, if they run into financial troubles, they'll sell our current house. they're trying to keep both and rent this house out. they might sell if the house value reaches $800,000 so they could put it into the new house. right now, the houses around here go for $650,000. if it goes to $800,000... that's just nuts. there is no way these houses are worth it. then again, there is no land left to build on in this city so maybe it would....

so we should be moving into the new house sometime in april. hopefully sooner. i hate my neighbors... my street sucks ass. i can't wait to leave haha

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i have an analysis paper due tonight at midnight for philosophy class. i have a final too but it's not due til sunday. i want to finish everything right now so i could play tonight before i leave for cig-free stupid church camping crap tomorrow morning. what a wonderful combination huh? no cigs + church + those stupid church fuckers = HELL! i am gonna be one grouchy snappy ass bitch. oh yeaaaaaah.

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i'm like having the worst week ever. i got my period this week finally after none for the past 6 months (or more). i know that's bad but i have no insurance to see a damn doctor. i'm just glad it came. i gotta keep exercising so it'll be regular. so ok, then i get a flat tire tuesday. my mom didn't even ask if i was ok. she was just like... see, don't go out. wtf, right? stupid. then yesterday, my fucking retainer broke. so now i'm gonna get my ugly teeth back. fuuuuuuucking ay. then this weekend will be full of stupid jesus freaks. not only are they jesus freaks... they're indo. the loudest obnoxious asian people ever. motherheffer. i'm only going tomorrow so i could fish... my brothers and i will just spend friday night and then go home saturday night. i'll probably self-destruct if i spend too much time with those people.

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