jesus fucking christ.

again with the marrying.

my dad is in his home country right now. my mom said she talked to him and remember how he's trying to hook that one guy up with my aunt? well he said that when he brought over the pic of her, his parents still liked me. WTF??? when i first heard that, i wanted to laugh my fucking ass off because if my aunt ever heard that... she'd drop dead. lol seriously, she's too used to ppl tellin her that she's gorgeous. too bad i think her personality is soo ugly that i don't see it. but i'm getting off the subject. so yeah. that family is so fucking sick that they want me as a daughter-in-law? oh fuck no. for one, our blood is too close for comfort. fuck that shit. i don't care if it was part of our culture.... i am not going there. what i SHOULD do is just scare the shit out of them. i mean, i am not a jesus freak like they probably think i am. they should be briefed on my past substance abuse haha, my lack of cleaning skills, my laziness, actually... maybe they should just get to know me first before deciding they want me for their son. i STILL cannot believe that their son is okay with this shit too? that fucking IRKS me! YUCK!


so anyways.

my bf went to frisko today with two of his friends. i was supposed to go too but i have summer school and couldn't afford the classes that i would've missed. omg, i am actually prioritizing school before fun! yay for me! so yeah, i miss my bf. i really, really do. he doesn't even text me to let me know when he gets there or anything. i hate that about him. grrr.


oh yeah and i got sick on friday. i'm almost over it. i'm in the coughing stage. that is the most annoying part of being sick. i'd rather go through a longer fever... or more body aches... anything but the hack-y coughing. blah.