i have no friends. no real ones really. except my brothers. how sad is that. my "friend" from another life was telling me we're not close anymore... because i told him i was non social. eh? just cuz i'm anti-social doesn't mean i don't have friends. it means i don't wanna be out with them LOL jk. anyway, he then tells me sometimes my personality is a turn off. ummm okaaaaay. whatever.

i im'd my bf. he's not responding. i guess he's mad. i don't know why. i don't even remember why he would be mad. i just know we were on the phone and i was getting annoyed. i probably just said something that ticked him off. OH WELL.

i fucking have jury duty in the morning. i should sleep. who knows how long i''ll be there tomorrow. hopefully i'll be in the first group they let go home! *crosses fingers*

wow. it's been like five months since i've updated this blog/journal thing. i guess i've just forgotten about it. i was thinking about it awhile ago and i couldn't even think of what the title to this blog/journal thingy. so i made myself get out of bed just to find out LOL i'm too fucking retarded.

so update on my lil boring ass life.

everythings pretty much the same. i dropped most of my classes and almost failing what i have left. my room is messy and i keep meaning to clean it up, but i don't. i keep thinking about working out, but i don't. etc, etc, etc. you know.

oh but i got my tongue pierced like almost 3 months ago. crazy huh. my parents STILL don't know. i wonder when/if they'll find out. i sound all fifteen-ish. because that's how i feel in this house.

hahaha see, same old shit. i would love to one day... shit i lost my train of thought.

the boyfriend's been ok. nothing really bothers me about our relationship. although some days i get SO bitchy/moody. and it's not pms. i feel sorry for him when that happens. i dunno what it is. i just snap out of nowhere and get restless and not like anything. thankfully that only lasts awhile though hehe

i don't think he talks to psychobitch anymore. his bro's gf (who lives w/them) answers the phonen all the time. and when psychobitch happens to call, she tells her he's not home. she wants to kick psycho's ass. YAY someone else to back me up hahaha

it's funny. i've had a couple dreams where i kick her ass. like HARDCORE. i love those dreams lol

anyway, it's getting late. i'll try updating this blog/journal thingy more often.

nite!