i'm back to smoking.

the difference now is that i only smoke one kind of brand and that is nat sherman's. i will not buy anything else. that way i don't smoke as much since those suckahz cost like 5 duckets a pack. well worth it in my opinion. but since i don't have a job, it's insurance that i won't become a chainer.

also, the boyfriend knows about it LOL before i was sneaking around before i finally just quit. now, he smokes with me.

yup.

jesus, it's been a long time.

i keep forgetting to update this because i use another journal publisher thingy for my website.

anyway.

i keep falling behind in all my classes. i don't know what it is. i guess i'm getting lazier and lazier.

god, i need to get outta this rut.