LOL i just remembered that i have a hickey in the back of my neck. and i had my hair up for a little while. i don't think my parents saw, they would've said something. and if my brother noticed, he'd tell me. soooo yeah.

anyways, i'm proud of me. i didn't eat anything else. i should've exercised though. ahhh maybe tomorrow =)

i thought i found the perfect birthday present for my brother. tickets to nofx/rancid. argh! i think it's sold out or something. typical. everytime i hear about a concert or something, it's too late.

not good, not good at all.

i went downstairs and forgot everything i was going to do. instead of fruits and vegetables, i made myself a sandwich and fried a couple slices of yam. a couple hours later, my brothers eat. so i eat chicken and rice with them. then, my mom and sister come back from church and about an hour later, my mom remembers she has food in the car and gives me some pastries. ahhhh i felt so guilty, i ate an orange and a pear and then i fell asleep. i'm plannin on not eating anymore today, but i doubt it. i'll keep it light and eat fruits. =)

that's it. i'm going on a hardcore diet. and this blog wil mainlyl be my diet support blog. so what if i complain about my life once in awhile hehehhe anyway, my "new lifestyle" will start today. i gotta tell myself to eat only fruits and vegetables. argh! you know how hard that will be for me? yikes.

so right after i'm done doing whatever i do on the internet (i have no idea) i'm going to walk downstairs, go straight for the fidge and not look at other foods. we'll see how successful breakfast brunch will be.

i'm always telling him to calm down. i don't see why you have to get so mad at a person trying to get in front of you when you're driving you know? he gets so defensive and speeds up and then just gets mad cuz he doesn't want to speed. and then he'll talk about how he wants a fast car. he says hondas are stupid. why do people fix up hondas? they're stupid. i'm like.. hey, that's what they have. hondas are pretty economical. i don't really like honda either but who cares. it's just a car. shouldn't let it get to you. just let people be, ya know? and if you're gonna say shit about hondas, don't say it while you're driving my car. otherwise my car might get mad and just stop working or something. =X

i feel like his mother sometimes. errrrr... he gave me his credit card because he keeps using it. today we used it for the last time to get "necessities". i don't think he really needed new shoes but whatever. it started off with a voice recorder. i told him i got the one i was telling him about... he wanted to get it but when i said i got it, he got all mad and didn't want it anymore. in fact, he said he wanted a better one. how retarded. so i told him it wasn' t a competition and to get over himself hehe i think i said that all day cuz everytime i started to say baby... he'd finish off my sentence "it's not a competition... yeah i know baby" hah. so anyway we go to look at shoes since he says he was gonna spend 100 on a recorder, he might as well spend the money on something. retarded if you ask me. so we're at big5 sporting goods and he sees jump soles and soo wants to get it. i tell him he doesn't NEED it. and blah blah. he kept asking even on the way to the car. oh wellers. i told him to get 'em when he finds a job. jeez, i dunno if i ever want a joint savings/checking account with him! =P

oh and that boyfriend of mines is not calling me back. i've been calling him all day. it sucks. i know he checks his phone at least once a day... why isn't he calling me............................

eww my puppy has her period. well i guess that means she's not really a puppy anymore, does it. =P
lol i didn't even know doggies have periods. well i knew but i just forgot. durr

it's sad that he thinks his girlfriend is not as supportive as his homegirls. excuse me if i don't jump up and down with excitement. he changes his major all the time. i told him to follow his heart. if he wants to act.. go with it. how is that not supportive? sheesh.

where have i been? hehe either driving or sleeping it seems. i've been pretty busy with school... assignments everywhere. i can't wait for school to be over.

i get to go to a birthday party today. yay. it's been awhile since i've seen my friends so this will be a good thing. especially when i'm gonna bring my bf. he hasn't met all of them yet and he's kinda nervous about it... it'll be fun hehehhe i'll tell you what's not gonna be fun, the driving. i'm gonna guess i'll be driving about 400 miles today!